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Happy Birthday seleenak.com!

Happy Birthday seleenak.com!! This website is one year old today!

In the last year, it’s grown from nothing to something small and insignificant … hahaha! But it’s grown, and continues to grow, and I’m happy with the progress.

Oh sure, I had visions of something bigger and more popular by this time but reality showed me that nothing comes easy. There are just so many sites out there that offer more than mine does.

You see, this site falls into a category that only appeals to a small segment of the surfing public. She-male sites, with cocks and boobies everywhere, attract the “show me it all and show me now” group. And the advice-based groups have their own market. The strictly-bondage sites cater to specific interests and are quite popular too. And other personal sites feature girls who are younger and much prettier than me.

It seems that I offer slightly higher quality images and a flare for style that might be a little above the average, but that’s about it.

Would I have done anything differently in hindsight? Not really but I had hoped that by now the site would have found a narrower scope based on the kind of stuff I enjoy doing and the feedback I get. But my interests haven’t become focused and the feedback has been light.

I worry sometimes that I appear arrogant, and the all-about-me thing is something I struggle with. Since this site really is all about me, it’s hard not to come across this way … but please know it’s a little out of character for me being the center of attention .. even on my own website.

I’ve tried some things here that have worked, and tried some things that haven’t worked .. and I learned lots and continue to learn .. to learn a little about me and a little about you.

Soooo … are there changes planned for the next year? Yes. Not sure what they are yet, but things will likely change. Will this become a pay site? Possibly, but the free content you see today will not decrease. The small-ish mouse-over pics would continue here although larger, hi-resolution, easily saveable photos might be available for a small subscription fee. Will it become a “leg site”, featuring mostly just stockings, heels, feet? Maybe. Will it become more x-rated? Possibly, but not likely. Will it vanish completely? That’s possible too. But I look forward to whatever the next year brings, whatever that may be.

In closing, thank you so much for helping me to keep this thing alive. At this time in my life, it’s quite important to me and whether you get some dressing tips from my images or a sexual thrill from them, I’m so glad you keep coming back.



I’m Lost

Whiney Bimbo Rant

Maybe it’s the “dog days of summer”. Maybe it’s the next step in my evolution. Maybe I’ve been looking in the wrong places. Maybe it’s my new-found freedom (I have a lot more available time now). Maybe it’s the difficult July gone by. But my motivation and creativity are at a low point. Thank gawd for Kim. She’s always been the most consistent, most supportive force in my life.

I know I’m motivated by commitment. When I worked, I was committed to my job, my company, and I think I did well. And I was looking for this project, this little website, to take it’s place. It has, and it’s hasn’t.

One thing I learned about doing this site …. I’m doing it alone. Although I find it exciting, that excitement is hard to maintain when everyone else seems indifferent. I know, if I’m not doing it for myself I shouldn’t be doing it at all. And maybe that’s the harsh reality.

So I need to dig down to find something in here that “turns my crank”. Something that keeps me going.

It may be time for some changes. I’ve been thinking long and hard lately about my chatroom .. the one here on this site. It may have outlived it’s usefulness. I dunno.

The message board that I scrapped several months ago. I’ve learned a lot about website building in the last year and could now come up with something that’s much more user-friendly. Maybe it needs to come back. I dunno.

Business. The commitment and excitement I might feel when I’m providing a service could be all the motivation I need.  A pay site? Merchandise sales? Photog services?  I dunno, but rest assured that if I venture into this area, I’ll be totally professional.

Hmmm .. excitement!  Maybe that’s it.  I’m beginning to feel that if I don’t generate some soon … well, you know.

My site is coming up on it’s one year anniversary in a couple weeks and I’ve gone from an average of 6 hits per day in the first month to just under 150 hits per day now, and I’ve had over 17,000 people enter via my main page.  Okay, but not great.

Please know that I’m aware I’m behind on my Photo Gallery updates, but I’ve shot quite a bit yet don’t feel that I’ve done anything worthy of being here.

So .. change the site or change my attitude regarding it. Something’s needs to change. I owe it to you .. and to myself.


I got scurrying around the house this morning and missed the 10:00 start of my bi-weekly chatroom time. If you came here at 10:00 and found no chatroom, please accept my apologies. It was 10:06 before it came to life. Luckily for me, my two fav sweeties, Barbie and QQ patiently waited and appeared just as soon as I did.

I’m not gonna kiss and tell, but whew! The discussion was soooo erotic.

I notice that lots of hits on this site are coming from my friends at “Trannies in Trouble” http://tranniesintrouble.com/ via a reciprocal link to Sandra’s site.  I hope I’m not disappointing the bondage fans from there.  Since I’m a huge bondage fan too, I think I should mention that clearly on my “Welcome” page as well my “About Me”.  Sounds like it’s time to add some bondage photo content too.

Today’s outfit: ruby pushup bra, Hanes Alive tan (somewhat shiny) pantyhose (panties? what panties?), animal print sleeveless top, stretch black mini, animal print 5 1/2″ heel ankle strap pumps.